do you ever get that feeling..like you have just had someone punch a hole through your chest? that feeling is becoming all to familiar in my body. although i have to admit..i am getting better at hiding it from the world. sad right? well, it's amazing the coping techniques that you learn out of necessity in life. You do what you need to get through whatever is happening in your life at that moment.
Stress, it plays a large part in whatever reaction or lack thereof will occur. Life in general is stressful, yes; but sometimes it becomes overwhelming. so, how do you deal when it is about to take over your life? my coping mechanisms vary according to the day, time of year, etc. right now....i have to admit that i am struggling to cope. i am very good; like i said, about putting on a good face..I think this comes from years of practice...life wasn't always easy..shall we say at my house growing up. So, it then became a necessary part of my life. I once told a friend that I am a better liar than they could ever fathom, and i am ashamed to say that when it comes to my feelings that is the truth. it's strange how you hear something...a story, a song, whatever..and it just resonates with you. well for me, tonight at least that is "face down", by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus....I don't know why...I mean when you really listen to the words..it doesn't really relate to my life at all...this is my fave part....
"a pebble in the water makes a ripple effect.
every action in this world will be a consequence.
if you wait around forever you will surely drown
i see what's going down"
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