Life....Blows!

life just sucks ass today....i should feel elated that we are finally in our home, OUR HOME!! this is just such a huge step for our family, i should be happy, and excited and all that..but all that I feel right now is saddness and pain. it just seems like nothing has gone right today. it doesn't help that i had a fight with my mom, and i still have no idea what started it.  i know that i was out of line, when i followed her out of the house, i was a brat. i should have handled it differently, i was just so short on patience today....again something that i need to work on. noted. and then the icing on my shit cake..I hit sam's bike! yes, i did. it was totally an accident..no pun intended...i totally didn't see it. i should have double checked, and i didn't...he was pissed..totally justified in his pissed off-ness, not protesting at all. still i feel bad nonetheless. what a great way to start the 1st day/night in our new house!!