You tell life to blow it out their fucking ass!! Screw lemonade, what did that ever get anyone except a puckered up face!!
Man, I have truly missed this blog, it's quite hard to find the time to sit, and just let it all out these days. Part of me is afraid that someone is going to read this and be offended, But in the same breath I just don't give a rats ass..this is MY private place so to speak, where I can say whatever I would like to, without thinking about the recourse.
Life has gotten pretty hairry lately. Things are tense between Sam and I. This stems alot from Matt. I find that I have little to no patiece with people who choose to speak out of both sides of their mouths. I find that this trait is exceedingly commone with those who bear the last name of Phethean. While I am sure that it's a difficult position, I feel as if I am being asked to just ignore or accept whatever shit he decides to throw out our way. Ummm nope! Not gonna happen.
I try and try to keep the peace, but lately I find that i just cannot hold my tongue anymore. I am growing increasingly stressed out, and miserable with Sam, the kids, the house, Life in genreral. And to hear him bitcb and complain to Sam about shit just grates on what little nerves I have left. I just don't get it....Life is not always going to be handed to you on a silver fucking platter, it's time to put on some big boy pants and grow the fuck up all ready!!
I get that Sam is not a confrontational person, I do. But I also believe that there must be a way to get shit resolved that does not require a confrontation.. all that I am asking for is that He try and find it. He is always telling me to let him know if I feel as if something is NOT being taken care of in a timely manner or to that of my satisfactiom; But that is a double edged sword if there ever was one....it's like an oxy-moron like Jumbo-Shrimp. He really doesn't want to know, he just wants to bury his head in the sand and hope to god that it all works out for the best. Well, that plan is NOT working.. TIME TO MOVE ON SAM!!!!!
Life blows.
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